Picnic Day

I feel so exhausted now.
It's the first activity for the whole class. Though it's not cool, it's alright. I don't know if it's right to give them the "warning" before the picnic day. However, I feel I do what I should do at least. Anyway, they are lovely.

昨日的...

難得和朋友相聚是一件令我開心旳事,但每次的相聚總令我覺得自己是一個局外人.她們每次提及的上一次見面總是我沒有參與的.這個是我的責任嗎?是也不是全部.自問對朋友的態度很好,我是很真誠的人,所以真正做得朋友的都是真心的朋友.或許欠缺的是一些主動性,但幾個人約一個較易還是一個約幾個較易呢?

還記得畢業時,大家還會不時見一次,心態仍如小時一般,大家很開心,但對於一個剛剛到新環境,喜歡認識朋友的我,花一點時間在其他朋友上也不是太過份吧,我那時深信好朋友是不會離開我的,包括心靈和實際上,我很信任她們. 與此同時,她們都總受談論與男朋友的點點滴滴,我可以說什麼呢?另一方面,我也不敢找她們,因我覺得拍拖的年青人都會花多點時間在另一半身上,又怎會理我呢,我也得自己認識一些新的朋友,好讓我沒有感到那麼孤寂.

慢慢地,感情變了.其實如果是為了約而約的話,不如算吧.

My mom

Today when I left home, my mom saw me holding my purse and a small bag for my lunch box and asked if I wanted a big brand name bag. It was quite surprising. However, I'm not crazy about those bags which cost several thousand. I feel it's not worth to buy and it takes great care to it. For several hundreds, we can save a life in africa or support a kid in China to study for a year. Somehow, I wonder why people let the brand control you.

My mom loves me. From what she said, I feel happier than I get the real one.

Behave

I don't mean to criticize us, HKers. However, I sometimes really feel embarrassed for what HK parents do. I think people should still remember there is an issue about a "Uncle bus" who spoke loudly on the bus. As an adule, I think we should behave well to teach our generation. Unfortunately, one night when I was heading to home by mtr. When a pregnant woman came in with her aound 6-year-old son, she let the boy sit. (This is one thing I don't understand why the young have to sit rather than their parents. This is a way to teach them showing respect to the elderly?) Anyway, I stood up and let the woman sit. She then turned on the video watching function on her cell phone and shared with her son!!! Since I was listening to ipod, I was wondering where the noise from. IT'S NOT THEIR HOME. On the other side, there is a Japanese girl reading on a story book quietly and her mom also shared the reading.

Kitty

They are my bf's friend's kitty. See they are so cute.

New job

I feel very happy that I have made a good decision to leave the old working place. I had been upset and frustrated for a few months before I decided to leave. Now, I feel my working life is what I want.

I want to write more here. However, I usually think of something when I'm on the way to home or work but forgot when I sit in front of the computer.

Can you imagine it's piece of cloth? It's really imaginative and creative but gross.

小禮物

收到一份很thoughtful的禮物,很是感動,謝謝你啊!

小飛魚



自細便很愛設計小東西,但無奈手藝不精,很多時想到的做不到,但今次的小飛魚很可愛,有點像日本部屋的家品:p

憤怒

為什麼受教育的人可如此不分黑白,人云亦云.

我真的感到很疲累. 是時候走嗎?

還是要變得自私呢?

開心不開心

昨天是這數個星期來最開心的一天,或者算是心情較好的一天.
工作表現不但被老細贊賞,最開心的是收到m的禮物,雖然好像我曾向他提及過朋友的男朋友送的有心思禮物,但無論是什麼,我都好開心.

但今天卻倒楣了,第一,給不到一些好的地方予另一個老細,二,被班細浪費時間和心機,三,忘記帶電話回家,四,最令我不開心的是雖然我給了1000%細心在份禮物上,但竟不知怎的被我發現了它的背部刮花了.

Taiwan's snack









During the trip, we didn't have regular meals. All we have is continuos snack.

Every day is like this, work and work. I know part of it is my problem but I think I need some change.

我今天電了個新髮型,感覺自是一般,一來比上一次貴,二來效果只是不過不失,留待明天朋友的意見。

這是多年前製作的個人網站,當時我是逐行把整個網頁寫出來,現在真沒有這些時間了。
http://www.hkedcity.net/ihouse_tools/ihouse.phtml?id=pmk-lys&pa=

短聚
今天和一位舊朋友相聚,她是一個內向,勤力,聰明和悲觀的女孩子,家庭背景有點複雜,這種複雜並不是指問題家庭,只是總令我不明白,令我擔心。
要在這樣的家庭環境成長很不容易,還要排除萬難,努力讀書,若果是我,我真辦不到。
我在此望她身體健康,學業有成,開開心心。

街頭文化
你猜她們在graffiti前做什麼?

曾經外向好動的我去了哪?
曾幾何時,我很愛結識朋友,一星期每晚也出外玩,生日時有一星期多的慶祝活動。
現在的我,生活好像毫無意義和樂趣。(不要以為我想自殺,我還熱愛生命。)
朋友都好像遠去了,我也應該付上一部分的責任。

究竟是什麼改變了我?

堅持
人的生命有多珍貴呢?
誰決定你的生命珍貴如否?自己?親人?還是不認識你的人呢?

某天,正當我等待離開時,旁邊的老婆婆在痛苦地呻吟,她以沙啞的聲音說著令人感到懊惱的鄉音,我不是醫護人員,不能觸摸她,看見她發黑和腫脹的額頭,及骨瘦如柴的身軀,我的心感到很酸。聽到護士報告她的病情和背景給醫生時,我不禁想到這繁榮的社會裏,有多少被人遺忘,被人忽略的老人正痛苦地渡過他們的餘生.

我看到婆婆的腦圖底片有兩個大洞,情況很嚴重,雖然她已過了八十八個年頭,但醫生二話不說,認為她要盡快進行手術,否則會死,他還補說九十多的也做了,八十多為何不能。

作為醫生的,救人當然是必然的事,但那一刻,他的堅持和肯定,令我體會到生命的價值與年齡,社會地位和其他被人用作比較的因素是絶對無關的。

生命本身就有意義。

One day in the classroom.
TeacherA: Mandy, would you like to share your idea with us?
Mandy: hr..Ok..I think..
(Some students are talking behind loudly.)
Teacher A: Kids, could you respect Mandy? Can't you see she is speaking? We should listen to her while she is talking. Don't you like to be irrespect while you are talking?
(Students stop talking.)

There is a regular meeting on Thursday lunchtime.
(Teacher K is speaking in the fronting, conveying a message to all staff.)
Teacher A's desk.
Teacher A: I can't understand how the parents teacher their kids. They don't show respect to each other. Today, when Mandy is speaking to the class, some kis are talking at the back.
Teacher B: You can't blame them because their parents are not educated. As we see from the newspapers, children's attitude is getting worse.
Teacher C(sitting behind Teacher A): Yes, you can't blame them. Adult do the same thing.