New job

I feel very happy that I have made a good decision to leave the old working place. I had been upset and frustrated for a few months before I decided to leave. Now, I feel my working life is what I want.

I want to write more here. However, I usually think of something when I'm on the way to home or work but forgot when I sit in front of the computer.

Can you imagine it's piece of cloth? It's really imaginative and creative but gross.

小禮物

收到一份很thoughtful的禮物,很是感動,謝謝你啊!

小飛魚



自細便很愛設計小東西,但無奈手藝不精,很多時想到的做不到,但今次的小飛魚很可愛,有點像日本部屋的家品:p

憤怒

為什麼受教育的人可如此不分黑白,人云亦云.

我真的感到很疲累. 是時候走嗎?

還是要變得自私呢?

開心不開心

昨天是這數個星期來最開心的一天,或者算是心情較好的一天.
工作表現不但被老細贊賞,最開心的是收到m的禮物,雖然好像我曾向他提及過朋友的男朋友送的有心思禮物,但無論是什麼,我都好開心.

但今天卻倒楣了,第一,給不到一些好的地方予另一個老細,二,被班細浪費時間和心機,三,忘記帶電話回家,四,最令我不開心的是雖然我給了1000%細心在份禮物上,但竟不知怎的被我發現了它的背部刮花了.

Taiwan's snack









During the trip, we didn't have regular meals. All we have is continuos snack.

Every day is like this, work and work. I know part of it is my problem but I think I need some change.

我今天電了個新髮型,感覺自是一般,一來比上一次貴,二來效果只是不過不失,留待明天朋友的意見。

這是多年前製作的個人網站,當時我是逐行把整個網頁寫出來,現在真沒有這些時間了。
http://www.hkedcity.net/ihouse_tools/ihouse.phtml?id=pmk-lys&pa=

短聚
今天和一位舊朋友相聚,她是一個內向,勤力,聰明和悲觀的女孩子,家庭背景有點複雜,這種複雜並不是指問題家庭,只是總令我不明白,令我擔心。
要在這樣的家庭環境成長很不容易,還要排除萬難,努力讀書,若果是我,我真辦不到。
我在此望她身體健康,學業有成,開開心心。

街頭文化
你猜她們在graffiti前做什麼?

曾經外向好動的我去了哪?
曾幾何時,我很愛結識朋友,一星期每晚也出外玩,生日時有一星期多的慶祝活動。
現在的我,生活好像毫無意義和樂趣。(不要以為我想自殺,我還熱愛生命。)
朋友都好像遠去了,我也應該付上一部分的責任。

究竟是什麼改變了我?

堅持
人的生命有多珍貴呢?
誰決定你的生命珍貴如否?自己?親人?還是不認識你的人呢?

某天,正當我等待離開時,旁邊的老婆婆在痛苦地呻吟,她以沙啞的聲音說著令人感到懊惱的鄉音,我不是醫護人員,不能觸摸她,看見她發黑和腫脹的額頭,及骨瘦如柴的身軀,我的心感到很酸。聽到護士報告她的病情和背景給醫生時,我不禁想到這繁榮的社會裏,有多少被人遺忘,被人忽略的老人正痛苦地渡過他們的餘生.

我看到婆婆的腦圖底片有兩個大洞,情況很嚴重,雖然她已過了八十八個年頭,但醫生二話不說,認為她要盡快進行手術,否則會死,他還補說九十多的也做了,八十多為何不能。

作為醫生的,救人當然是必然的事,但那一刻,他的堅持和肯定,令我體會到生命的價值與年齡,社會地位和其他被人用作比較的因素是絶對無關的。

生命本身就有意義。

One day in the classroom.
TeacherA: Mandy, would you like to share your idea with us?
Mandy: hr..Ok..I think..
(Some students are talking behind loudly.)
Teacher A: Kids, could you respect Mandy? Can't you see she is speaking? We should listen to her while she is talking. Don't you like to be irrespect while you are talking?
(Students stop talking.)

There is a regular meeting on Thursday lunchtime.
(Teacher K is speaking in the fronting, conveying a message to all staff.)
Teacher A's desk.
Teacher A: I can't understand how the parents teacher their kids. They don't show respect to each other. Today, when Mandy is speaking to the class, some kis are talking at the back.
Teacher B: You can't blame them because their parents are not educated. As we see from the newspapers, children's attitude is getting worse.
Teacher C(sitting behind Teacher A): Yes, you can't blame them. Adult do the same thing.

A day without pressure.
My work gives me a lot of pressure. Sometimes, I don't know how to release it. Only on Monday when I attend the ceramic class, I feel very relaxed. Yesterday is Saturday but I have a very relaxing day.

Some people like to play golf or massive shopping to release their pressure. However, the way can be very cheap. I wandered on the street and looked at something I usually don't buy like garment, plants and buttons. (It sounds weired, right?) And then I went to a noodle shop which my mom visited once a week when I was still inside her. The noodle and soup are still very delicious. Next, I walked on a quiet street near the water, where I could see the tall buildings opposite to my side. At that moment, I really felt relaxed. I was walking on a quiet street in a busy city. The feeling was very good. Though I did some shopping, it's acceptable.

I also found that when I am creating something, like ceramic or a bracelet, I feel very relaxed.

颱風"珊瑚"襲港，整天下雨，打完波後到附近的超市買生果，排在我前面的是兩位小女孩，她買的是一盒飲品，通常特意來超市買一包飲品都是即飲，我相信她也是，但當收銀員問她要不要袋時，她竟然說:"要!"，她的手上已挽著一個萬寧小膠袋，裡面是一盒很小的東西，其實她可以拿著，她已經浪費了一個膠袋，現在還要浪費多一個，我的天!!!當她離開時，我見她已急不及待地拿出飲品，那她幹嗎要取一個膠袋，我相信這兩個膠袋的下落都是去到我們已填無可填的推填區，究竟教育是教她什麼?

After staying 3 days in hospital, I do feel that health is the most important thing. When I didn't know the reason why I fainted, I felt scared and depressed especially when I talk to my boyfriend. We love each other so much that I don't want him worry more. I hope I will have good news next monday after talking to the doctor about my report.

They are my lovely teddy bears. One day, they slept across one another and even with its head on the ground.

堅負起影響下一代的人，應該擁有什麼素質?