Tuesday, December 27, 2005


街頭文化
你猜她們在graffiti前做什麼?
曾經外向好動的我去了哪?
曾幾何時,我很愛結識朋友,一星期每晚也出外玩,生日時有一星期多的慶祝活動。
現在的我,生活好像毫無意義和樂趣。(不要以為我想自殺,我還熱愛生命。)
朋友都好像遠去了,我也應該付上一部分的責任。

究竟是什麼改變了我?
堅持
人的生命有多珍貴呢?
誰決定你的生命珍貴如否?自己?親人?還是不認識你的人呢?

某天,正當我等待離開時,旁邊的老婆婆在痛苦地呻吟,她以沙啞的聲音說著令人感到懊惱的鄉音,我不是醫護人員,不能觸摸她,看見她發黑和腫脹的額頭,及骨瘦如柴的身軀,我的心感到很酸。聽到護士報告她的病情和背景給醫生時,我不禁想到這繁榮的社會裏,有多少被人遺忘,被人忽略的老人正痛苦地渡過他們的餘生.

我看到婆婆的腦圖底片有兩個大洞,情況很嚴重,雖然她已過了八十八個年頭,但醫生二話不說,認為她要盡快進行手術,否則會死,他還補說九十多的也做了,八十多為何不能。

作為醫生的,救人當然是必然的事,但那一刻,他的堅持和肯定,令我體會到生命的價值與年齡,社會地位和其他被人用作比較的因素是絶對無關的。

生命本身就有意義。

Tuesday, October 11, 2005

One day in the classroom.
TeacherA: Mandy, would you like to share your idea with us?
Mandy: hr..Ok..I think..
(Some students are talking behind loudly.)
Teacher A: Kids, could you respect Mandy? Can't you see she is speaking? We should listen to her while she is talking. Don't you like to be irrespect while you are talking?
(Students stop talking.)

There is a regular meeting on Thursday lunchtime.

(Teacher K is speaking in the fronting, conveying a message to all staff.)
Teacher A's desk.
Teacher A: I can't understand how the parents teacher their kids. They don't show respect to each other. Today, when Mandy is speaking to the class, some kis are talking at the back.
Teacher B: You can't blame them because their parents are not educated. As we see from the newspapers, children's attitude is getting worse.
Teacher C(sitting behind Teacher A): Yes, you can't blame them. Adult do the same thing.

Sunday, September 11, 2005

A day without pressure.
My work gives me a lot of pressure. Sometimes, I don't know how to release it. Only on Monday when I attend the ceramic class, I feel very relaxed. Yesterday is Saturday but I have a very relaxing day.

Some people like to play golf or massive shopping to release their pressure. However, the way can be very cheap. I wandered on the street and looked at something I usually don't buy like garment, plants and buttons. (It sounds weired, right?) And then I went to a noodle shop which my mom visited once a week when I was still inside her. The noodle and soup are still very delicious. Next, I walked on a quiet street near the water, where I could see the tall buildings opposite to my side. At that moment, I really felt relaxed. I was walking on a quiet street in a busy city. The feeling was very good. Though I did some shopping, it's acceptable.

I also found that when I am creating something, like ceramic or a bracelet, I feel very relaxed.

Monday, August 15, 2005

颱風"珊瑚"襲港,整天下雨,打完波後到附近的超市買生果,排在我前面的是兩位小女孩,她買的是一盒飲品,通常特意來超市買一包飲品都是即飲,我相信她也是,但當收銀員問她要不要袋時,她竟然說:"要!",她的手上已挽著一個萬寧小膠袋,裡面是一盒很小的東西,其實她可以拿著,她已經浪費了一個膠袋,現在還要浪費多一個,我的天!!!當她離開時,我見她已急不及待地拿出飲品,那她幹嗎要取一個膠袋,我相信這兩個膠袋的下落都是去到我們已填無可填的推填區,究竟教育是教她什麼?

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

After staying 3 days in hospital, I do feel that health is the most important thing. When I didn't know the reason why I fainted, I felt scared and depressed especially when I talk to my boyfriend. We love each other so much that I don't want him worry more. I hope I will have good news next monday after talking to the doctor about my report.

Thursday, July 28, 2005


They are my lovely teddy bears. One day, they slept across one another and even with its head on the ground.

Monday, July 18, 2005

堅負起影響下一代的人,應該擁有什麼素質?
Today I have invited several students to my home. They are all good kids. We had a pizza, pasta and cheeze cake. However, the cheeze cake is not cold enough. I'm lucky to have such a group of good students. When I feel discouraged, they give me power.
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